Day 147

Day 147

Time marches on as we head to mid-January and our next decisive appointment. Arriving home from the hospital last Thursday evening, our challenges with life haven’t subsided yet. With a feeding tube now in place, Suzanne has had some struggles so far. The nutritionist set the amount she was to have administered every day, not considering that she hasn’t been eating well prior. The result, an overstuffed stomach and gastric explosions from both directions; not what she needed. After figuring…

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Risk / Reward

Risk / Reward

When we make a decision about anything, our experiences help us rate that decision on whether the reward is worth the risk. Whether to pass the car ahead of us; Whether to cook the Roux a little longer (you’ll have to look that one up :); Whether to marry someone; Whether to buy a house. What we decide is based on what we expect the outcome to be. Today was no exception to that concept. Suzanne’s doctor had to decide…

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My Little Girl

My Little Girl

Remember that time you sent your kindergartner to school for their first day? The first time your child went on an overnight campout? When your High Schooler left on their Senior Trip? That’s how I felt yesterday as I dropped Suzanne off at a Hospital that’s 100 miles away and drove off into the distance. For the first time since this all began, I won’t be by her side, I won’t be involved in her recovery, won’t hear what the…

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Dad’s Christmas during WWII

Dad’s Christmas during WWII

A couple of years ago, I was part of the Church Christmas program, ‘Christmas through the Years’. Church members presented a number of vignettes portraying what it was like during Christmas for different time periods in history. The time period I shared was World War II and how my dad, Charles Bruns, handled being overseas for Christmas during the war. My part was well received and many commented that they hoped I would do it again sometime. With that in…

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COVID Connection

COVID Connection

Preparing for the round of appointments last Wednesday, a nurse called in advance to ask how Suzanne was doing; some loss of taste has occurred, nausea, morning sweats, congestions, cough, and throat pain. All these symptoms are very consistent with where she is in her treatment plan. They also fall right in line with COVID, UGH! So we knew somehow that her appointment that day was going to be more difficult. Knowing a COVID test was 1st on the agenda…

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Good News / Bad News

Good News / Bad News

Today was Suzanne’s six-week checkup at Rush Medical Center, six weeks since she finished her treatments. Up early and on the road before 8 am on this brisk December morning. Arriving at Rush around 10:15 to start what turned out to be a long day. COVID was our nemesis today and I will share our experience in an upcoming post. So let’s get to the meat of the matter as that’s what you want to know. Suzanne had a CT…

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A Tough few days

A Tough few days

Did you ever have the feeling that things are going too good? Well, it’s been that way around here. Suzanne eating every meal with me at the counter; spending hours quilting for friends and customers; reading and keeping up with Facebook friends. Sometime mid last week the walls crashed in around her. Reactions to the radiation treatments began to get the best of her as the mucus in her throat worsened, the pain in her throat intensified, and her desire…

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Thanksgiving, 2020

Thanksgiving, 2020

Thanksgiving is a day of reflection, the day that we are supposed to stop and think about all that our journey here on earth has given us. Family, a home, and friendship are the first that come to mind. This morning, after I had finished my morning routine, I asked Google to ” Play me some Thanksgiving Music”. An eclectic round of music ensued; some funny, some sad, and some calming. Most were thoughtful about being grateful for all that…

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Teachers

Teachers

We all have had teachers in our lives that have impacted us in some way. Someone who encouraged us to go to college, some to make us strive for our goals, and others who pushed us to be the best that we can be. School teachers that made sure our education was put to good use. We also have teachers that were put in our lives to teach us how to be better human beings. Some of those individuals we…

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Just Swallow

Just Swallow

Yesterday, another test and follow up visit at Rush Medical was our outing for the week. With Covid finding new and unusual suspects lately, we have been pretty much hermits trying to keep Suzanne safe. First up, a video fluoroscopic swallowing exam. The goal was to see what damage the radiation did to Suzanne’s ability to swallow. It uses a special real-time form of x-ray called fluoroscopy that records what she swallows. I was able to watch as Suzanne swallowed…

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